That girl (the whore)

I'm not usually the kind of girl who call people whore.i do speak of this in my heart only... yeah, and all her bimbo frenzs are real bitch. Why are they, making a scandal with my bf and that whore..i just want to punch them.. yeah, i'm not that hell ta mad anymore..but, it does hurt..and the way the said "OOOOOOOOOOOPSSSS" when realize i was around...was so dumb and so no brain.. maybe thats why..bcoz they dont have brain i bet.

i'm juz mad... i never done anything bad to them.. why the hell they're making me feel bad.by taking away my bf... i mean..whatever..i hope one day. those whore and bitches would taste their own medicine

stress!

aaaah..i'm so stress out.. feeling nauseous and i feel like wanna puke..hell, i already vomit anyway..but, just saliva not the digested food or whatsoever.. huh..rafiq is trouble which = mama is worried...nonom with her own world..i got intervensi...cant study under this hellish stressful moment..i hope i can deal with....huh..hope god can resolve this problem as fast as possible

life

honestly, idk why... but i still feel like an outsider of my own class.. its like them..them...me ...ME... urgh...its so frustrating.. and i just realize that my 5M1 class is actually 1M class..or maybe just beside of them..god! no wonder i feel sad aura..its still haunt even after 4 years.. and yeah like always... girls are such a groupie.. well, at least the new gurl eventhough how gedik she is..and how like carefree she's...(uhhh..like not at home even its 11 pm, honestly!)..she treats people evenly...yeah..its not entrily their fault,,its also mine..i got problem trusting people..i'm naive, ...god..i can even make  a long list of this..well, whatever..everyone screw up and perfect in their own way... fuh... well, my work is just becoming the better version of me.. i dont need to please everyone..its their lost.i will always be me.. the me that i know.. i would never be perfect..and i'm a trainweck sometimes. but, if someone were willing to befriend with me despite my (blablabla long list) i would be thankful to god. plus, annoyingly when i gave up on him...god suddenly makes something to make me like him back..he's just very loveable..u know..me ?not! ... well, que sera sera..whatever will be..will be... hope tomorrow would be a nice day for me and everyone in this earth..chiaow!